well you'll excuse me first because this happened to me many years ago when I was
26 years old many years and specifically on the deck in a ship I was a merchant marine officer as I was working in the afternoon at 600
to go exactly the event to talk about the event in particular, I study from my shift and I'm ready to leave as soon as I get close
to the commode, that is, where the ship is , where the crew and the voice is heard I hear a help
help it seems to me that I hear it I hear it I don't hear it I hear it I run suddenly no matter what panic I had because upon hearing help we all run and
we all go and at that moment I see
a sailor who is in the crew lying on the edge of the hold to
fall into the hold from a height of 10 m and in my attempt to help it, I also fall with it as I was falling, I hit him and
he was carried and he fell about 2 m on some iron rods, the ones
we do in the constructions, which are like balls turned like this, I fell
straight away, I left the height of this 2 m, because I had fallen up to 2 m you are also young what I knew and what I knew of the
world what I had until I was 27 changes completely there is no more time
there is no dimension I feel that I'm going to die, I feel like I'm going to die and my life is starting to turn upside down, but at what pace, while in
logic, when you turn upside down, you're in fractions of a second, fractions
of a second, I've lived 27 years exactly as I was at that time I remembered everything that I said that
I did that he left 6 years old 5 years old I had everything and even
the other way around I lived, I remembered my childhood more fresh because
it was done backwards, that is, from the age when I was a child, I knew
my mistakes and at that moment I realized that the speed is too much, that is,
the end is coming, that is, I am getting close, that is, I put all the strength I have in my hands me
because I realize that I will die at that moment and my existence ends and after
death what all the question marks that we have as human beings I had and
that at the time I see before me a demon just like the satyr is
in the ancient Greek aga that is his legs exactly the shape you know
I don't think I need to go into more detail and horns who dances and sings around me shouting again I say don't forget that
the time was 27 years I had a lot at that moment I'm alive shouting thief
thief thief thief indeed two or three days ago inside the ship he had the
ship chocolates as small as an umbrella some I did steal and he
was screaming and happy and celebrating the fact that at the moment of my death he had to
blame me the first piece I heard say of course why then came the pam the end I say now I'll see what happens it didn't stop I was fine when the end came
I was normal I hadn't suffered anything I hadn't suffered anything I felt like I hadn't suffered anything nor was I in pain I was upright normal size and
volume which has a body when the apostle gets up when he gets up as an apostle with
the difference that I am again in the hold the lamp that I have fallen turns and just as I perceive light I turn the light and as I turn and
look at the light it is the form of an angel and like exactly we see them
in the churches with notes to help you a little I had no
education religious education at that time I knew nothing at all that per You know Christ and the Holy Spirit, I didn't go to church
but a few times, once or twice, and that's typical, but I understood that he was the angel and I even understood that he was
my guardian angel because he was looking at me in such a way and with such love and it was the only face from there and beyond that I saw in the eyes nothing else I dared
to see because when I went and looked eye to eye my legs were paralyzed my soul was paralyzed the only he told me don't be afraid he tells me don't be afraid but
it was the most reassuring thing I've ever heard in my life even if it was one
word to me you're afraid I saw him like that how he approached me and the form he had and how much he loved me and what he had respect for me
and that seemed strange to me because I haven't had a good life then
I don't deserve such respect because I imagined that I would experience completely different things and I experienced them of course and then along the way we will continue he
tells me don't be afraid with what he tells me don't be afraid he tells me the welcome angel will come so we can leave at that time I relax and look at the surrounding
area, I'm right in the hold, I don't dare to see my body, it's down, but I catch it peripherally, the body is there and I know that I'm dead and
we don't talk about it I don't doubt it we are my life is over at the time
I was thinking about this and I heard the other one who had already fallen and didn't pass out at 2 meters shouting apostle died I killed him something like that he was saying yes I
'm listening just like me hunter and anyone who is a hunter will understand me
how a flock of partridges is like a thousand partridges to get up at your feet do you understand what terror you feel exactly like that exactly he felt this
movement when the welcoming angel came who was around two to three times bigger than the prisoner he had awesome harmony colors wings face
movement body speech he didn't say much ready ready they grab me from both sides
just like that one comes from here right to left and I go through the
hold with them with that passing through the hold just like we go up in a
plane I see exactly this feeling like the plane goes up I see the cargo hold my friends those who were working the one who was leaving and going
to his house the one who was coming the trucks to leave right on top just like a plane takes off but vertically completely vertically
I was impressed I started to say what's going on what's going on am I sleeping maybe I'm dreaming maybe I'm experiencing them, what is it, what isn't it, maybe it's a dream, I tried to wake up
because many times some dreams but it wasn't a dream and the first
one I hear and I'm impressed and I will never forget it is that
from the point about 1000m what was pulsating throughout the
universe was a hymn that sings it cannot be counted those angels
that sing it hela one was here and one was in the orion example to understand the scope and range he who was here was saying the holy
continued the holy he was up there and I had the perception and the hearing and the
feeling that i could hear all those millions of voices singing then i found out after the fact when i got involved and looked to see if what
i experienced is really not there anywhere that they were singing the trisagio hymn and with the papacosta i discussed it you all know thats all i knew from
this was and that was unrelated religious glory to God and on earth peace they called incarnation prosperity which I had seen it in a manger so I say
well I am in a common environment with that of my mother my mother's god is good so I knew so I was at peace but this
continued chanting these for a very very long time
and my path to in an upward direction, it continued until I saw the earth in a period in
a small state, that is, somewhere here, at that exact point, everything stopped, we sat together, my mind caught me melancholy
one such I slept my father my mother what we lived or will not live or how will they perceive now a new child that
the ghosts will tell them that he died he tells me the guardian angel tells me
do you want to go he says nowhere on earth I tell him yes I say to go I say to my mother's house to see them one last time she came and in my thoughts
I found myself inside my mother's house within a split second from here and my father my father in the living room where
I was thinking the clock was 74 everything was really everything just
like the others that is as if my body was there as if
I had returned I went to my mother's house but it seemed strange to me because
it was n't either my mother was plus in the house not in the living room she was not in the upper
rooms nor anywhere in the garden I searched and looked
and I started as soon as I got into this situation I started to very I return to
earth and I started to say, am I dreaming because everything was real, there were neither angels beside me nor anything that reminded me and I quickly
forgot that all the things I lived that I tell you that seem strange to you but at that time when this thought crossed my mind I remembered that at some point
in my living room it came like an image because my life came back and I knew
it . and the first thing he said to us when we were going was to take out the
bullet, take out the bullet . I press the trigger,
he says, "Dad, don't put it out of Dad's hands." It was the l, I say, "You don't care, you do
n't care. " at the moment and I realized that the terror is
terrible and I went back to where I was, that is, to the traffic police, we just panic from here of course to tell you that my mother
wasn't at home because I was crazy that day and something else that is very important for you to draw some conclusions like I
did with them is that when I was at home at first until I experienced to remember this situation that scared me I put
some signs because I'm a sailor I knew I say if it's not possible to be on the deck and be here I say maybe something
strange is happening and I put a mark the sun the day and the time on the tarpaulin hi a
tear that the sun was going through i say i will check it if i live something told me i will live i will come back i don't know why i measured this anyway i took the light of it
or where it was on the tarpaulin the next day year when I got well and went back to my mother's house, I was there that day, no, I didn't believe it
because there was no reason to do it the second part that I they asked where do you want to go they told me to go see my grandfather's grave assuming that's where
they would put me and that's where they would put me I did go to my grandfather's grave I
saw him in the thorns in the cottonwood I say hey again I started to doubt I say my grandmother is here every day, I say she takes care of her, how is she? I say it again,
I imagine what's going on, what I'm living, what I'm experiencing now, what are these what am i doing i didn't have time to have my doubts again and as it is
my grandfather's grave is in the first church as you enter to the left of the church in the
first there used to be i don't know now if there is papakosta a histo outpost do you remember it was back there now it doesn't exist it shouldn't exist now because
long ago yes there was a guardhouse where when I was on the grave
I saw a glow from there of gold through there I am approaching I am approaching my approach
is done in a movement of thought that is I want to go from here to there and I go from here to there in the fraction of a second I go and
there are bones inside which are so sanctified children that the shine and the
light that they had and even those that were not sanctified the yazd that akobos on them ahoy was in there at that time I panic to the point of
getting me one of course we all know our sins and within us there is
a voice of God whether we want to say it or we want to hide it we feel it say say what have I done I say what apology will I give now I started
saying such feeling the power of God what power of god he grasps
everything i.e. the stones the woods all the tombs the tombs the sky the earth
everywhere here everything is god there is nothing that is not god I see it I realize it I feel it and the more I feel it the more
I pray to God with what I have in my mind that I knew a few little things something small father just a little I believe now I started trying to draw what
I should have already had as weapons at that moment me with me because you need them so much in this panic and asking for
god's help to let me not feel so bad because i don't i liked feeling so bad i got back together i next to the angels and i asked them to
leave me alone i'm totally alone i don't want anyone i want to be alone they left me alone and it was the worst part i've ever experienced in my life in a split
second he asked me again to come to me a lot the only bad thing is that you don't have, you do n't have, you don't have is to be alone, they say where do you want to go, I say yes
let's go it seemed strange to them both of them looked at me like that when they said I always looked only at the angel not in the eyes I never looked in the eyes again nothing
after that because I looked once and it was enough for me when we start to leave no with the part when I say I'm leaving there is a
steep descent to the chalkida I fell I pass inside we pass through the
church which is the metropolitan as is the bridge that can be seen opposite and from here, passing by the sanctuary, a vertical ascent, this time
again the trisagio hymn and now without stopping, nothing stops on the road on the route we were going, it was a very, very
long time and with some things that seemed to me the first time
in my time it looked black and white and then what did I find out that it's black and white, it doesn't have a light as I saw it, I thought it had lights
rays after we saw this it seemed strange to me I go what I had to ask it was very nice and very peaceful and it was a nice trip but this
trip sounded it also had voices on some level which the
closer we got to it the more intense it became and more scary and more
screams like screams at the time those who are approaching
I see them have approached me while they had me relaxed and they squeeze normally to the point where they did it very well, I realized later what I had to
go through because at that time the voices started at the beginning like the voices of a lying thief
, what can you imagine, I don't need to make a confession,
I'm a sinner, I'm human, that is, everything I did, everything I said,
everything I did in my life after rage ours is to scream and scream
what business does he have to be with you sometime like I was passing
they had me tight at some point they stop there I needed them oh no they didn't stop
the movement stopped and a voice was heard from
their forms they were like the gormits that show the children's ones here that your children have they all had exactly these forms they had trd states that's how
I saw them before what you see here will happen to your children who have children's
and he cursed the aunts there was a panic brake big
brake I cursed the aunts and the I admit and in particular I'm ashamed to say our Lady completely mechanically because I don't justify myself anyway
I did it once in my life but when I did it I felt so bad that even though I was the child and everyone cursed me I sat for three or four days and
in her image Virgin Mary I went and asked for forgiveness and when she forgave me I calmed down because I knew one of them my guardian angel tells me that he asked sorry and
god forgave you and I passed immediately no I didn't stop the thing went and got worse as it went on and the
stops became more they said things I did things I didn't do but they also said things I didn't even think I would
do at one point no I pass with nothing when we say with nothing with nothing whatever they
say whatever happens whatever I leave and I am drawn by these
figures through the their wings through their embrace and I begin to feel myself cut off and leave as a body from
this harmonious
place
moment I didn't want a fuss because that's what I wanted peace is there I was sure it was
there I made every effort I could to meet them and they and I started saying again that prayers I knew that I knew that I knew that I could do
this with at least he reassured me without giving me the ability
to enter but slowly to be cut off by the angels and to be picked up and
taken away I do not know how great a great journey this is not i know i didn't want her to be
there or my last words were my mother
my mother and holy mother as soon as i said the word holy mother that was the first thing i did inside aman as soon as i realized that with the word Virgin Mary, come in, I didn't
do anything else, I begged Virgin Mary, nothing else, as I begged her, I started to
enter inside and suddenly I started to see wings, light, wings, that is, there was matter, as if it was matter, as if it was something that covered me
while I slowly started the conversation was heard slowly nestling inside them
which covered the whole sky the wide monster of the
heavens beyond so that we were above us
together with guard I felt it as it passed the chants I did not dare to
turn my head there I told you while I was frozen by my terror and that
they left nothing there was not a single demon there was not a single accuser there was no one will accuse me of anything I was calm and
stood that suddenly we are traveling again with the good but this time there was no darkness but there was light a light which
was on my left and it was shining blue so much light that it was blue
it was blinding we passed we were going towards this light and for a while we stop together and they told me some things that
I would not like to say at this moment in this conversation,
that is, for the life of me, the little things that I see happening to me, and
I still don't give a damn, I'm ashamed to say it take care of me all of you who are here because if you experience such things it is very difficult to be there again
god wanted to have mercy on
me they showed me hell the light of hell everyone
goes through there there is no one who does not go through here don't worry we will pass together or the light is there was light but the light was
sick it wasn't the light the blue I told you that was seen first because now I see another another light I heard figures and people inside that I know from
history and we all know them from history, I won't mention names, they were people who are very well-known names and we know them also
historically and such that were there and they told me it was heard I knew
everything I forgot to tell you say that from the time I fell after and after and was with the angels my mind my intellect my perception and
my taste and the feeling of the whole world was much different I had been able to hear and 100 people talking at the same time I had this possibility not
to be able to listen to them and draw a conclusion during that period of time when I couldn't even understand everything I passed with my
head bowed as I told you I passed with them I passed slowly I felt this pain and the pain that was there and that it really isn't
to be there with nothing and just like that I started to
feel uncomfortable and bad I left and found myself again at the place where the light was, we started the journey towards the light and the course was downward, that is,
towards it, so we went down and down and suddenly the light starts to become more and more and more to the point where I can't face neither with
my mind nor with my brain nor with my eyes and I even laid hands but why did I tell you I perceived a body I perceived
hands I perceived a body and legs everything and he told me my angel don't
put a hand you don't have l you can't do it be patient he says in a little while c you will get used to this a little bit he says a little more you will really last after a while
tac turned on a lamp again and I found myself in a world as it is this world is completely different of course but it was like
he was, I was greeted by some people and the
first person who met me and greeted me told me that he is your brother I am your brother I brother I know Antonis and antonis is alive
and he was in the drama I didn't know another brother fna I thought but he
explained to me that before between you and antonis there was me and it was called
silver he told me and his name he says don't worry you will sit here he says together
we will be he will wait he says be patient from here on I didn't see
the welcoming angel again only once I saw the prison my angel who called me to go to the master he told me the master wants you
well there was indeed one which I found out afterwards
when he asked my mother who was crying when I came a little and there was another which I did not know at the time I discovered it up there
I saw him there, I didn't know it in my life and my mother would never have told me if I hadn't asked her that if she had a third child
, the world over there would be just like we are, but imagine
that I want to go and stay Papa Kostas wants to go and stay in a house everyone would you please let him go and stay at your house everyone was like papa
kostas like you have papa kostas everyone was human so they begged me to go to one and go to the other that is the problem you didn't know where to
go so much love and so much to want you company I have not met and never experienced
before with certain exceptions here on earth
oh my the world was the world was according to what
each wished to do it was not in one state nirvana in a
state with a perception no crisis was they lived
normally i.e. the other went to the river the other went to the flowers the other two talked the other went i.e. had normal society of people
who lived their lives normally great happiness and great pleasure to come
here to you do here in this piece the only thing that seemed strange to me is that
it had no birds let me describe the world as it was it
is almost like here but the rose more beautiful than the rose the leaf more beautiful than the leaf I can't describe it no it
can't be described what harmony is in but it is the basic lines ground the same objects as here sky the sky is not like it is
here it was blue I saw it changing colors but with red green yellow a lot of people were near water that is, most of them were
there they wanted to be near water and I thought about my grandfather Antoni
who had been forgiven for not seeing him and because they said that he is a saint and indeed he is a holy man because I saw him there and the priest said when
he dug him up when he saw him that he was like a box, the way the box is
there, the yellow one said that he became holy and I really saw him, I didn't I was able to
see very little of it because there were too many people with him and at that
moment I accepted the first mino and he tells me he wants to see Mr.
Pa so that we can give you an idea about space to understand what I experience imagine anyone who has been to Italy the colossal 5-10 times
bigger with marble spotless dale with slides with everything masterpiece
there is like a tumor I am one behind the other I leave me since then
I have not seen him again the kiss my angel and I'm waiting in line along with the line that goes in one comes in one at a time that comes in splits
of a second sounds just like forgive me I'll say it like a goal is scored how a stand shouts a goal and celebrates just like that they celebrated in
a fraction of a second when the second comes in he is late again he celebrates just like a goal and when it's time for me to go in I see
the Virgin Mary first time talking to our master I haven't seen him the master is
with the purple as it is on the one who wears sst on the edge humiliation in
the in the plague in yes bridegroom and his hands I could see
that they have wounds say oh then they realized let's crucify it we did it I started to see feel like that but basically
my own sins are tormenting me I didn't have so much spirituality because I knew everything what I did as I enter normally the Virgin Mary says to him come forgive the child
everyone is like that he is now talking about me I know he keeps talking about it, I see him, he listens to her, but he listens to her like this, oh my god, but he insists, come on, everyone, that's how it
is, it's not like he and he, he and he, and I'm right in the middle of this whole mind thing without
walking and passing, that is, with what he spoke, I found myself there as soon as I was
there, needless to say that they are on their knees, I have fallen down, what can I apologize for, what can I say that I raise my head to see even from the where the Lord was,
he was right in front of me were the 12 apostles and the apostles nothing the
only conversation I heard you didn't honor too much our name was said by one of the apostles papa even greater panic began and saints
I knew were talking to me their names without ever having seen them and they did nothing but give me courage because I
almost died once again over there but there was no death from my food saying a lot a lot now from now on I have some things ao
which I have gaps in this part something like that I think Saint Nektarios
said to me do you want to go back I heard this conversation in this panic and I say
yes with what they said everything stopped that I saw everything disappeared and
I was back where I was I told you what an angel said to me, come, the master wants you, I haven't understood anything, what's happening to me,
I'm sitting here now and I'm saying what's happening, but I liked it because I went back to where I wanted to be, so I didn't I was worried, I wish you would leave me here, it's fine
, it's fine, and here I am with what I found as a
new man is coming, a house and a new housekeeper and all the neighbors are happy around me, they were all here with us here with us I had done and
friends, I'm already sociable, I easily make friends
, but it seemed to me that I saw a lot because, as I told you, he didn't have birds, I say no,
and a bird, let's say a bird, I say, what is this, friend, because he was right next to me someone tells me what I see, he says very normal,
he says to me a carriage, he says to the prophet Elias, he says someone will leave here, he says he will go to the other world, he will come back to me, it's very normal,
I'm sorry, but I've experienced it, believe it or not I've lived it
, no, go, now
, with her, with her, I see it, I see it, I see it
, I say, where is he going, who is he going, who is he going to leave ? I did and haval who is in front of me I am here the door is open
without a bottom the carriage tells me come on you are leaving I heard the
voice I go in there is nothing on top only one carriage is nothing there are no horses neither the prophet of the sun nor anything carriage as it starts
it leaves now with a speed of space z I see it and it disappears and I start and
I am afraid I say what is this bottomless I see to leave quietly now you plane without a bottom but I say what to die you are dead don't be afraid
of it [laughs]
I thought after he continued all this course to exactly without passing
the onia without passing anything but passing all the bowels of the universe to the earth i.e. a return journey too long
we are talking too much too long no we are talking short time I have now arrived back just above the ship just as I had left at
that time I return to my body say say say the hardest
part i.e. I can simulate it I have something I can say
to feel it what I felt imagine your hand has a leather glove
and you wear it all your life for a while you take the glove off and you feel the hand let go of the sensation and then put the glove back on you put it on it's hard for it to
go back to the body the body hurts the pains started to come it started doing that time I feel like I'm going to tear up if I didn't have so much love for
my mom and dad and my brother to come back I didn't go in so much pain he wanted you to go back in I went in but the time I went in at that exact time
I found myself just like that lying down as my body was and I felt right here in the
cheekbones that a crack crack crack crack was heard and I raised the level of vision
in the blood that had a lake, that is, my blood with the i woke up now he wakes up and goes up and i see it maletic at that time i'm there and i hear
the simo again shouting help help help it didn't take long because he opened the trunk they found me so they started pulling me in and took me
to the hospitals and to the hospitals when i was found when
I entered the general state first time first time I saw men like you and women like you screaming when they see me so bad the face was
that is, there was no longer even the courtesy to have some formality that
I'm not that bad, of course I wasn't afraid of death
anymore, I was sure that I would live, I was sure that I would now how much with
one eye if I'll see if I'll be disabled because of something like that I knew it and I didn't care to tell you the truth, all I cared about was the glory of God,
I haven't suffered anything, everything came back very soon, in fact in a year and a half I
forgot about it and all this and I didn't even think I lived it but I thought it was a fantasy and such a
post-traumatic experience until I started to deal with it by going a little to
church with the help of Papakostas and I saw that all of this is real and that what I experienced and saw has been said by our church for
centuries, let me ask something yes, of course, with all this, where did you live
until they want to find you, you lived in parallel all this other
27 years plus I don't know how long I went and came yes that's what I say yes and
how long did it take how long did I find you a how long did they find me from value that we fell in about 10 minutes that is all that is all that is 10
minutes because you say it is like 40 days let's say all this what 27 years
I told you I lived only turning no where I went and came that a not count time all
this was close to 6 78 minutes until they found us because the help heard it and others opened the trunk no this yes
because it says they say that the soul it goes back and forth, let's say it's 40 days, I
don't know what they're saying, I'm saying what I've experienced, I've read, I've heard, that is, but I don't want to because if I'm going to mess up, don't mess up any story and
it's too heavy for me to say something that is from a poem of my imagination what I have experienced I have to say have you said these things to a
scientist a narrator to someone the first yes of course
the first part I have cousin psychiatrist in the pillar the first part the manthos the first piece I shot is that it was a fantasy ms I didn't believe
these things existed I thought I imagined them and in fact in a nice magical way I made up a story who told you that I believed I didn't
believe that these that my imagination made them up I thought I didn't have any evidence did you have a sign at home yes next year well don't think
I'm ashamed to say it, you're going to believe it, you think you might not have lived it, you're very easily fooled, it's not so I'm ashamed to say it for myself,
I'm talking about myself, but you always have your doubts, and in fact, it's not allowed as
I grow older, of course, and as time passes my lycia and I find out that these things are stable and they are standard of course and I believe I can say that I believe
in God I have not yet reached the point because whoever believes is not afraid of
anything so nothing asl not even the death you saw there in front of you two questions
one we were sorry to see you come back to life yes I'm afraid now that I might not
be there again don't get hit by the tolls a second time I'll pass that is do n't you wish you didn't live that is don't come back to life again since after he
asked for it I didn't ask for it anymore we have it I had the self-worth at that time I asked for it I
wouldn't go through something I felt that it wasn't going well I didn't feel good I was afraid now you regret saying to live again because you will regret nothing I live
no it wouldn't be my life and the second the Virgin Mary and the angel you saw are as we see them exactly as they are ss
just wanna ask you something when you went to hell did you have the feeling that hell wanted to be there or did you want them to leave did you have any feeling
huh huh he was being tortured who wants to be tortured because I can't I can't
have the perception you have no perception lion what inio thel ap saying I saw him screaming suffering suffering example to mention something is wrong yes
what what what he didn't like he wasn't well the one who it was good i saw the other one i saw in this one who was in joy and happiness and the other one was in
pain and screaming and i couldn't calm down with anything is there a way please help him I don't know and I'm not real I told you
my experience I and I are looking for the same question marks don't you think I'm thinking the same with the than with the thandi our church does the memorial services
father will you talk about these we know at the last moment of
exhalation the repentance of man and that is where the church cooperates with the
memorial services with the quarantine and almsgiving all this in the name of our man he is gone because we don't know what was played in his soul
even at the last moment then the main apostle lived this experience and was given the opportunity to return back he didn't mind but he didn't mind
do you think everyone has this opportunity no no x was something should be done
for us, probably so that we can hear it today, maybe for whom and why, of course
pain that the apostle had which he doesn't remember if I'm wrong tell me I remember it
in the hospital he was in so much pain he says he was moaning so much that even the
sick wanted to leave the hospital for 15 days for tell me a little about it it was too late
to return to the hospital, it was very bad, I couldn't do the whole piece, the whole doctor and those who came
in and saw me all told me normal neurosurgeons
why did they fall on my whole body what at first we gave up almost outside the edge the cousin came and put me in they didn't think there was any chance of
me living I was left until 2-3 outside in a corridor and someone was waiting someone
was coming take me the food just and they informed my cousin what I am telling the exarch who I told you to find out and he came and put me but really
when they realized during the hour or two that I was rolling around from the pains and that they realized that I haven't suffered anything in the brain because they put me
in the CT scanner because they said it's finished, I know now, let's open the whole workshop and the rest, he came and the whole hospital rose up
the whole hospital rose up we are talking about why they realized that it is not possible he has a normal brain the issue was that he had not suffered amato
my brain talking broken jaw four eight pieces in the cheekbone put me back together with a photo understand there was no face for them to
have a base to do with splints and a photo with whole and the whole
piece of the wing was lying and coming to see me saying the doctors that Lazarus is there and not the apostle, so they told me,
you will not call again, they call you an apostle they say Lazarus from here on out because even
the doctors didn't believe that there was no tooth nothing when we talk nothing nothing there was no face all this with 10 m with the head and hands what will be left you don't
understand I will break all like this all this teeth are artificial everything everything everything there is nothing on me that is not fake everything is with supports
with such mesh yes I have irons in everything everything everything do you think that this pain you felt after flow was the physical pain of our
or the soul which is that we had learned to be in the
well-being and happiness of a body that does not hurt that can be happy can be happy and feel full bliss and to
be in pain in such a terrible way that the soul is how the
soul reacted again entering the body and you felt this pain the soul did not want to enter the body the soul he wanted to leave and go back to where he was a soul
and he rested he didn't rest in the body he didn't risk it but here he didn't risk it we always have our choices in life I at that moment took that
choice your body saw it anyway yes change me out
of the corner of my eye when I told you at first you didn't dare my peripheral you can see with the peripheral that there is something here
bb without turning to look at it what sin do you think a those that are
called what what stopped me that is which yes which are are is very difficult no eh no where the devils that they're looking for my opinion, I can take it,
selfishness doesn't go through here, in fact, you don't go through, show up one night
at 12 midnight, I put you down and came to him
confess no we're not going now let's do
my house he came to me but he gave up everything and came and with a confession I
wanted to ask about the signs you said at the beginning x at home and 1 and a half years later some signs with io yes then I started to find myself like the lady said
the first part of course don't think that I forgot it already after 1 and a half years she just checked that the marks started to disappear I don't really want to
think about it because I don't have much it helped because I wanted to live my life as a young man and the rest because you imagined these things others said to me and when
I spoke I didn't dare to say it and to no one these were completely secret these were something I had experienced and I didn't say them to no one, to
my closest friend, who I told him was different [music] he who was happened to be the driver
of the squid despot and he reported it to o I told him don't talk he told the despot and he came and the despot found me and took me in his car
I told him again as I tell you he didn't talk to me at all, I'm telling him, master, he
tells me that he says yes, the first question mark I had in my life was this, then I started looking for it too, if it's true after all how many
years ago did I start looking for the truth about this with the OSP how long after a year two years at that time when I was in Thessaloniki it was still fresh that is
I was talking to my best friend I told my best friend I didn't tell anyone else my friends I had five or six friends and one of them told him there and
he did it he never bothered me again nor did he tell me whenever you want to come and do I didn't want to know that there are these things now we are talking about myself I
completely forgot them I got to the point where I don't remember them at all yes no no I don't remember them I have never forgotten them read them or that something is or we will forget them
history and once a memorial service started when I was outside smoking a cigarette while
the service was being held at such a memorial service and I heard the gospel from outside he was saying about the sower for the first time I realized and I said where it fell what what do I do
and then I came and found the papagiorgis first and then the papakostas there I realized to ask you something yes please your brother what
you said about the silver was some baby that I caught and they baptized him and he had a city that no they didn't christen him from what my mother told me, and yet
he had a name, yet he had a name, but that's the name they would give him if they christen it [music]
they would put silver in it they would put silver in it but send it to the place
where the silver was and the rest where it was very nice that
you said that mainly the waters went etc and etc and that place was
paradise not like that I felt it that's why I wanted to go back because I don't think it wasn't something like vestibule like vestibule that's how
I felt it and I yes indeed no no it was, but that was enough, heaven was heaven, but I felt like a feeling that something bigger
is heaven, I felt it and all those who were there, because that's all,
all those you saw in the vestibule were waiting, I know, no, they weren't
waiting crisis had already been judged they lived there they lived there the space they lived
in the vestibule they had their lives normally their lives were normal there so are there
any on a I don't know this there are no far or near levels
levels levels yes yes too many whoever is there is whoever is close to god he was bright he seemed clear he was the
planes of heaven the virgin sits on her throne next to her son the
apostles roam around time of Christ, the great martyrs have
another level, the martyrs, the faithful are not a boogeyman at one point, so
on, the levels of heaven are all different it is heaven, of course,
I had heard another experience about this antechamber, which antechamber we found out that there were children who
were both from abortions and unbaptized, but who lived in this
area in a saved way because they didn't have the opportunity, they didn't have the opportunity like with me the [musical]
self-exile is the heavenly kingdom which is the maximum which
will be after the second presence the paradise where the great martyrs now live saints etc. is paradise what is paradise but
since adam and eve lived in paradise and why did they live to reach the heavenly kingdom reaching the likeness the heavenly
king is above heaven for the eternity that will open after
the second appearance because the robber also what did the master say to the robber today
from today tell me that the kingdom of heaven is not for sale, but the kingdom of heaven will be with me because the
kingdom of heaven will open at the end after the end and about this antechamber I have
heard different accounts of people who were saved at the last
moment they repented at the last moment they lived children of abortions children who
I wasn't even baptized because Kta Lop I didn't have time to chu that is after death they
didn't have they couldn't act her autonomy and freedom now you think you saw these things she lived them and even if I want to
forget it I can't I've been trying for so many years to forget them do you want to forget them, no
to God, my life seems like I'm forgetting them, I'm not living a good life, no, while
normally I should, and in fact, when I first had a conversation in the monastery with
Pope Philip above with the holy macrina he told me say say how can you live with such
a responsibility then I realized let me ask when you entered the
throne of the lord the beginning was heard for you the one you heard for the others
that's why he was afraid it wasn't heard the echo wasn't heard otherwise why
was I afraid if it was heard I would have been somewhere else,
the goal didn't go in, that's why Saint Nektarios made a suggestion on the descent, I didn't
listen to him and maybe The gentleman gave me a second question and I hope, as
I said at the last minute, that you don't tell me, he has been reading the book Return from the Other Life of a Russian, no, I don't want to read anything because after a while,
if he asks me again, I don't want to mess with stories, right? I don't want anything else to have something else so that it doesn't mess up the story because you might
ask me after years and I won't have anything to be clear in my mind that I haven't read anything else like this that I've heard from the papakosta and those
I can't put together because the mind can play games, it can also put my imaginations and I don't want to try I'm sure it's playing something else I'm trying to
be as clean as possible do you want me not to falsify it yes and it's easily falsified
how are they couples because the job of scientists is
to challenge the church yes and all if now yes now today there was a scientist here telling you that
you are lying i have many they are not scientists, how many times could you convince him I don't want to convince him I'm not interested in convincing him it's not my business
to tell him it's not my business to tell him I don't have I don't have the call to convince him I I will I tell him what the scientist
will try to analyze with logic, logic and faith have nothing to do, it has nothing to do with it, this does not mean that one disputes the other, however, or that one
opposes the other, because we will see many faithful scientists who reach the
point of the zenith of their science and from then on they say from here on
God has but when the selfishness of science enters and the scientist is not a scientist but is a selfish
scientist he cannot keep up with anything but selfishness the who is poor now reaches a
point because god reveals what
science discovers it was unthinkable let's say to think a few years ago that
a woman would be able to conceive by IVF an example and bring children into the world was unthinkable today is
allowed and how many other let's say diseases that passed and recently in the recent past that today are cured with a pill with a
vaccine with a this god allows malaria before for a few years now, he has been living like our fathers, he has
reaped a world and a world of children, too many, and yet today a vaccine,
this and the old saying, what was this, was it what is it i would like to say
something sorry my father a little bit not to forget the time that worked time to count the first
sign to panic with my logic my logic told me that he is fantasizing shut up and don't talk nonsense as if I threw them under the rug,
but for a year until I saw the sign I couldn't do anything in sin, I didn't
have the luxury, that is, not even on TV some obscene spectacle I was turning around like a baby without having a problem not looking at the obscene subject, that is,
necessarily, I couldn't do anything bad, I couldn't lie, I couldn't do it, so I kept it up for a year without making a special
effort, only that it happened and saying again to myself that you imagined them imagined you imagined them and talking to my cousin the
fortune teller who told me stop talking you will spoil our balances and
not flourishing much when he says he believes and he is in another phase regardless
I think now, you know, another father, how can I convince
my husband that what the main apostle is telling us today is true, his problem is to convince him, that is, his problem, in the sense that I will say the
phrase, don't convince me, don't convince me, that is, and to you convince me, you don't convince me, it's not a matter of convincing you for the times x two examples, download
the whole thing, I mentioned many times like this about some issues with
your death today I brought a dead man here resurrected so he says the
Pharisees said if you come down from the cross we will believe you not long ago Christ resurrected Lazarus after four days in the
tomb and said to him Lazarus I can't find out what that means Lazarus come out you know what
it's like dead of the jews in the fasias what do the fasias say gi sudan
the sudan that they wrap it like little our mothers the
children it has aloe myrrh and some other perfumes which
irrigate the body and close it with these wide gauzes even the
head and face when they dry
if you go to peel them off the skin comes out and the meat together does not detach from the flesh it is unthinkable that it detaches from us now she
was the one in the holy places these details with the
aloe, but when Christ says Lazarus I can't find him outside, the sudans fall as if they were
pieces of paper and Lazarus comes out four days later,
the same brothers Martha and Mary when they went and tells them open the
tomb, the brothers don't want to see him their brother but what do they call him sir already alive already smelling already smelling it's four days old why should they open it let's say
the lord says come lazarus out and lazarus comes out you want for yes hidden behind
some rock behind some holly and came out to see the lord and lazarus lived like the apostle good time and may he live 100 years
101 lazarus lived and became bishop of Cyprus the city
of Larnaca in Cyprus is called Larnaca from his Lazarus from the tomb of
Lazarus of St. Lazarus which is in the church of the same name in the shrine of St.
Lazarus a very beautiful temple in his basement is his tomb we go and worship St. Lazarus and how many years did Lazarus live
from here and then two characteristics of the saint Lazarou, as I mentioned first, never laughed but once
time and when he laughed his sisters made a table for his
friends and said publicly Lazarus after being asked why he laughed you know why he laughed he saw he saw a man stealing a
pitcher and says the gate steals gate the soil steals soil and this also laughed
he did not eat food without sugar because he had the feeling in his body of the
death of the soil from
death we have incidents that the Jews experienced daily and yet after
they thought they were finished with this one, let's crucify him, he died, he is dying over there, wherever he is, he will die, they said above, if you come down from the cross, we will believe you
, but here the other one raised him for four days, he could not come down from the cross here, the child of the nain of her hand
Nain, twelve years old, took him and gave him to his mother the twelve-year-old daughter of
Iairus, raised her up and said, "Give her to eat." a while ago they called her dead and
yet they didn't believe that's why today anyone who doesn't want to believe the only thing that
dominates his thinking is his own selfishness and that he tries to be
blind so as not to disturb his life nothing else is a matter of selfishness or humiliation of putting ourselves down and saying where
am I going maybe the church is right one in a billion I don't eat in a
million maybe one in a billion is right the church and I are going to
perish tomorrow we die jasmine in the other where will I go the apostle left
suddenly he had the grace of our virgin and came back if he waited he will not hear the goal for us we will score
a goal or I will score they will score us goal how will it end
because the last moment of his life was the moment he went to save another
and the last moment of of his life he was given I believe that it was the last moment of his life he was given the opportunity to come back to be corrected yes
I believe so because he was waiting yes yes the sacrifice was a sacrifice but it had no
content and this and the Aryan may have had the opportunity to come back to me tell him to go back, he gave me the impression that his prayers, at least from the inside,
changed the situation he was in, that is, he made it better, yes, that is, yes, and the name of our Virgin Mary, the name of our Virgin Mary, is the breadth of all the
heavens, wherever you find the Virgin Mary to shout how we go to a
neighborhood and say we know someone the barbaiorgis this house is a that is wherever you are standing in the sky that is the wide monster the you will find a wide
monster because you were also not impressed that he says that whatever you look at is god and the stones and these are the omnipresence of god let me
ask you something the apostle paul says at one point that he went to the t of heaven and so on until t of the sky and there are things that cannot be said, you
feel some things that human language cannot express all of them, you cannot
express them, I said, and at first you cannot express you can't express neither the color nor the blue here the blue is this there
it's not blue it's but it's I don't know what it is I can't you feel it it 's you feel it it's an emerald it's a diamond it's a sky it's a god
what are the always how do you say it tor coma where you went and you liked that you say where
people lived let's say had houses this had a house had yes had a house had
yes had had a house how did they live what was a family I can't to describe them no they weren't families there wasn't there wasn't this
woman the child is there there were women for school no no there were
everything everything was normal as we were as we are i.e. it could be as we are here at any time all together like this I'm talking,
the lady is talking, that's it, he wants to isolate himself, someone would go to his house, he wouldn't be in society with others, he'd like to be alone,
but families, but families were the families we found when I was there everyone wanted to put me in their family they were all families
there was no family we were all family and you felt like you got to know them all yes n everyone yes more than my dad and my mom
loved the one who was next to me yes while the feeling had of all ages yes all
ages had no ages were very specific one age was yes all were young all were young young yes it is said to be the
golden age 33 years old 33 eh will I'll tell you another experience in the rapids of another
man I met who died and was resurrected and came back again
otherwise we brought him and we can and now always so the second time he scored a goal so he didn't
come back I'm talking about father Isaac of the
elm you know him yes b father isaac of the
elm in 1972
he died he signed for the will for his death the doctor the savior the
Hatzivasiliou from Doxani, the one with whom she was known and
a friend, and father Isaac came back while the savior was in the room over there,
the papadia and some others over there and the father disappeared, he told me that he
had written them down and was reading them in a diary little one, I went, he tells me there, he has his own
description, and I met him, he says my father, and he tells me, saka, what are you asking for here? I came they brought me
I came he says we were not notified that you are coming how did you come you should go
back I say I came he says and I want to see my mother where is my mothers where are my mothers he had two mothers the mother who gave birth to him and the mother who raised him
great so where are the mothers she tells me she is down here but you can't go over there she is together and two together are together I have them but you
can't go over there, how does he say after he came he says I want to see them it's not possible and he says here is this gate he says it's further inside but I went out he says for
a while that is what we're saying you know I entered the door I came out again and I left, I'll
go there again over there, you can't go there, your father told him no, I 'll go, he says and I do, he says one, he tells me to the gate and I see, he says a hand
and says he's not ready, he'll turn back and he turned inside the
funeral casket to see how it was and I made a backward movement, he used to put his hand here behind, he lays them down and sees a savior
sotirakis when he
left sotirakis the poor man had [music]
he says that we were not notified that he was going to leave but at what age was your father
when he died he is not young he is no he was not I don't remember I can't give
ages but if the 22 the father shah was born in 25 26 27
25 born when he was fifty years old in there he died in 7075 how long did the father die, he was a priest when he died in 94, he died
in 94, a dead priest, yes, a sick priest, yes,
he lived close to the father for many years , or yes, we have that too, but we don't have to
tell his story. papastavrou we are doing a memorial service for the very loved Stavros from Crete who fell from the
roof of his house he was baptized
by Bousoulopoulou during the day in the cassoul
and his mother remembered in the afternoon the cross she had that
her mother had told her her stepmother who had inherited the holy cross
from the monastery with Arcad Arcadio from a monk
and went from generation to generation so the papastavro's mother remembered the
honest cross that her stepmother had told her that you need whatever this you will ask from the holy cross she never left us and she went and
hung up the silver silver case that the holy cross was in and put it she
says on her neck and went and took the dead body of the child in the afternoon this
dusk all day these bells had rung in Rethymno and he took the baby and had
the dead baby in his arms and suddenly the baby started
crying and he put the they baptized when the funeral was to take place, baptize
the papastavros and the name was called the cross and he succeeded the father cross
succeeded his mother his mother from there and then the children were in pain
they hit the children small and big they crossed and they got well and they played that's how the hands and feet of the cross went, if it was good they played and when the father
stavros became 20 years old years old he became a priest his mother
entrusted him with the holy cross as a priest father stavros took the holy cross
and came to the holy mountain and left in the desert of the holy mountain he met father Ephraim of Katunakiotis great figure of
our century great cute figure and said to him the characteristic value of this tavro is that it sticks wherever
it finds an issue, it can pass the whole body and stick somewhere and vertically be it sticks and does not fall while it is a bit
heavy and he told him while there are so many honorable
crosses how does it have this characteristic and it heals others it blesses it sticks and passes it many times and then at some point it comes off
it passes and after father Ephraim tells him he said we will be closed in the cell each one
individually for three days and after three days of prayer
Father Ephraim decided that this part of the holy cross is washed
with the blood of Christ it is from the blood of Christ and that is why what is happening is happening
let's say this is also the case in the memorial service of the cross father who
left us this year in the spring what happened to the cross yes that is what I would ask the cross who has it now the elder has it and he disposes of it I think once
or twice a week in the metropolis to a certain priest who, Father Stavros, I learned this recently, but not officially, from some of
my spiritual children who went he spoke to the elder nor to other people who were close to me I will do it soon
I will tell you at some point but this is how the time is and he is going we are going with the hangman's
cross they are taking him to the cathedral where this priest is crucifying as many as they want to go Of course, this is done as you understand by consultation, etc.
It is not done as we made the decision to go to the priest and went to the house of the priest papa stavros because the elder is also
old and infirm she has a lot of health and so she simply disposes of the
cross responsibly to a priest appointed by father stavros and I think I have him
in my mind like this photo from the funeral the priest is an old man like this oh my god i can't remember what they were called because they were like that co-
fighters with papa stavros yes and we must have some kinship so as far as I remember,
anyone else to ask, was there any angels, did you see only these
two, the angel, your guardian angel, and the welcoming angel, and the rest of them, I saw millions of them in the sky, I saw them, I told you
when I left the ship at the beginning and I was leaving upwards the space that is
from the 1000 m from the ship let's call it elevation up to the the point where
I saw the earth exactly as we see it in the GPS, that's how I saw it in 3D, I
really did it exist, it was billions and I didn't
just see to the end, I saw to the end of the universe, his voice, I could perceive a voice speaking here and a shot talking there
come no om voice did you see no all together this yes millions that is there was no
can't be caught yes images thousands billions are not
all full what color ru they wear the light, what color r the white as it is in the church as
it is exactly white this the angels that are made with white this with wings let's say yes with wings that the devils were far from them i.e.
there were no devils inside at all in this part of the devils, I saw them from the point I passed and I started listening to the
bukitch, let's say a point, then I learned that they are called customs, then I learned all this, then I didn't I knew what the customs offices were called, they were located after a while
and before you approached the light where the master is there, you were afraid of them, you were only afraid of them, you had the English, that's why I say, what are you not afraid of, what should you not be
afraid of? no it doesn't get caught the hardest
part of my life is this was big yes it wouldn't stop don't look where I went through I had to say sins one after the other everything
I did and everything I did I stopped and the angels also give an apology for me not me the angels spoke for me not me and they said
things that I also forgot because I couldn't afford to answer like that because of spiritual clarity
they said he did this he did that there they said there he did that that he did that that they were talking so we don't say you d this stopped happening the devils
had the form the one we know from the images no yes they also had the form of the images that is yes yes yes exactly these more much
more similar to the ancient mythology more there I saw the satyrs more but the ugly forms are those that control you for
those that they check you for such they had forms as they are exactly in these bodies there were other forms that are modern now that we see them these
something that have horns something with tails something that shows on TV yes but
not with this sweetness eye and teeth and face and sense crazy no we talk
like that we see them on TV I imagine this in your house nothing else I
tell you good tour you will be the next day the next day
to leave as soon as I'm gone but you have strong travels ahead eh eh lucky I'm
for some things we are all lucky to have papakosta life says you had confessed once and here before it happened when it happened
no no I had nothing to do with the church girl none none none I had gone a couple of times with my mother in the church until I was 27, nothing happened
by force come and come come and come like that you say
you are a Christian bourgeois come on you say a Christian bourgeois yes yes I told you when I was a child I cursed the Virgin Mary and asked for forgiveness I had it in me, I felt it in me that
I was not well, I knew that I was not going well in my course I knew regardless of saying
these are all fairy tales and they don't exist and they don't do I felt that no when I didn't do something good I felt bad sz now apostol knows the road
are you afraid yes yes I believe that I will go through the customs m much more I try I make an effort b you you passed you finished
you passed pay it solve it back you don't know everything is replayed from the beginning what
do you say now last second what can i do the worst stupidity on the last day of my life or the best move of my life and to be saved
you know god knows I had asked the papacosta at some point I had told him I learned that when you die in the resurrection period you go to heaven
and I say well, yes, don't go through and the customs says to me, god knows who gets his day there, but
a priest friend told him the apostle is an accountant, he says,
you are an apostle with an accounting error, may I ask something your guardian angel now do you feel him in this one you know I
think all of him I think we all felt him from behind but I want to say that now you have met him if he looks a lot like me that is he has the same
characteristics about me that is about how you perceive it more now but than before he may have taken this form to be
friendly to me I don't know what his form is but he looked very similar he was my face that is as if he was my house very well known what's up now let's
say when you think about something or when you do something and we all perceive him our dear angel now you make him an image
his image comes to you directly that now the guard is talking to me
I mean explain more strongly than before when I say the holy angel the year of
my misery I calm down yes yes relax like all of us I think and what you asked me
when you invoke and now in life if you invoke the Virgin do you have the courage to invoke her or not you are in the wrong place and you are there
begging the virgin you feel good it is the same in heaven only there is no choice there is or the oh holy or you choose the other
there is no such arbitrariness to decide where we want to be simply nectaria asks now when you say the holy angel do you feel
that you are saying it to yourself that he sees you and you see him it is not so theatrical it is very terrible then it is then you're very ashamed you're ashamed it's not so
theatrical that you imagine this and here's what you said he didn't look at them again in ap prevention I knew what I've
done after all as we all know always know always know what I'm doing
wanting to believe it and wanting to not know what we're doing there's a voice inside that always tells us the right thing no matter if we bury it or throw it
under the mat like all of us I'm nothing different like all of us prosta when the time comes yes please the biggest fear was it because you saw
hell and you were afraid that they wouldn't put you there please no the biggest fear is not being close to god the biggest fear is not being
close to god not feeling god then hell begins as long as you are with god you are not afraid say one sir they say and everything is quiet and your soul and the
your problems and that's how it happens in life, I think the same thing happens here too, nothing changes, we experience the same thing here in
his church, his church is alive, his church is alive christ i will be
resurrected i said i understood the resurrection that man is not satisfied if he has no body he is not spirit he wants to have unity you want
to be together you want to snuggle withdraw you want to talk you want to be
someone this is what i did to us i understood why Christ gives us
the body we need it we cannot live without it we have a lesson this but it is good we have it we want to be some have some volume some
size somewhere we have a stigma to experience everything there are concepts over there in the propylaea i would say there are concepts
they think things or simply no no no nothing there is no there is nothing you are happy you are you are a king you are a king you are a
king you don't have problems everyone is a man it can only give you joy and something new nothing else just like when you went through
hell side you didn't see people burning but you felt the p that they were burning and they were alone they were completely alone they didn't communicate
with each other this was torture she was alone and screaming like she was screaming I'm going to the hospital and that's what the father said exactly like that
they were screaming and this all the time nothing yes that's what you know it's aeons no that
yes but something
else was asked before which do you think could be a bigger sin that
you don't go through and here's the answer selfishness has many
expressions it can be the asia may be the hip may be the
arrogance, amazonism, selfishness is for me after
I'm 56 years old when you don't do the will that God says in your soul and you do your own will and whether it's carnal or anything in
all the sins, exactly that is, in essence the contrary to what
he was doing p what he was saying to do the will of
my heavenly father how can you live after dd you didn't go you didn't go to the monastery do you live huh
now do not make me ashamed more Christ the light of the nation they illuminate and
sanctify it always let us go to the world let the light of your face be noted to you this is the work of your commandments the embassies of the eternal mother
and anyway of the saints amen intercessions of the holy fathers our lord Jesus Christ our god have mercy and save me
